BLONDE TO RED...all i want is late nites and sleep ins

It was that time again!!goodbye blonde and hello rustic redhead!

My life is spiraling so far to greener side of the yard that it seems unbelievable, i have love yet love terrifies me, i have desire it overtakes my dreams, i have passion ,passion on fire....i am also empty and also i am scarred to death of life! i sometimes feel unsure of reality and choices...choices really frighten me, it takes me forever to just order a deli sandwich...
BUT!!!!
this fortune has stuck with me over the years....I received in a surreal manner...
still my fave fortune~~~~


You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make them crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract ***

There is almost a new year! well the new year for us pagan'tries has begun and I am ready for it!!! every year i take myself in a new uncomfortable direction..because when we are comfortable we die! so i will keep my toes chilly and my brain zig zagging with projects as to hide my true insanity......

Holiday MAssacre SF w/Miss Oblivious * Dog Swan presents

Dog Swan and MIss O have some magic up our sleeves and none of you will ever be the same! Also i will be performing for the first time at Salon du Troll with Orson Wagon! I just finished the 11 minute film that will screen behind us on a 30 ft tall screen while Orson sings chapters from his book!
(after i read it i felt inspired to make this 11 minute film about the the main character and his isolation, not just socially but inside of his own body)... I will play the musical saw and Orson will be playing his brand new green electric upright bass... the film is starring Ethyl Teflon....
Also the night is chock full of SF legends from the 1970'5 to present day dark wave queer sensations....a night not to be missed!! so mark those calanders and get those fancy shoes n hats on....xooxo

2nd annual CAb Fest Miss O presented"Decrepit cabaret"

so we have wrapped up another year of Cab fest..which i think added a few years to my soul..stress,beauty,talented gypsy's, and great times!
I booked , curated and directed the Decrepit Cabaret, which included, tarot,art alley,dancers,performers and the premiere of :"El RAdio FQAntastique"
29 acts
I learned alot and and i think most everyone involved including audience members had a superb experience there were a few kinks.....Here are some highlights from each night a pictorial review....

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So as I wrote below I am performing in SF this Dec 16th +Oakland Dec18th with Orson Wagon, I will play the musical saw while he sings chapters from his book "Hole In The Rubber" a literary punk rock masterpiece.
I decided since I was on year long hiatus from film that it was time to begin filming again, so this was the perfect reason! We will have film streaming behind our performance.
So LAst night I went to Ethyl Teflon's so she could portray a young stud stuck in the wrong body......

you can order a copy of "Hole in the Rubber " by following this link...http://www.lastgasp.com/d/34885/

ORVIOUS

when i got home i googled the meaning and this is the first two links i received and knew i was onto something...


a vaginal pessary can irritate vaginal tissues, possibly to the point of
causing sores or- vious: Definition Next: Causes trauma ...
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Trans Passions: orvious

Teflon Zine.... with Kook n' Grace

I am announcing the new zine I am creating with my Teflon Sisters...be on the lookout for outrageous adventures,beauty tips,recipes and juicy gossip....
Kook Teflon
Grace Teflon
Ethyl Teflon
Lux Teflon

Female Front #3 w/Sev + the Sins,MAjenta + her crotch,Jackie Hell,Kaliningrad at the Comet Seattle

I am going to be completely honest,
I had a freak-out the night before this show! I had put on my first 2 female fronted events in June and the turnout was a bit disappointing! I also had to guarantee an 80 person turnout, which just makes me feel so under pressure! I had just spent three or four hours personally screen-printing posters for the tour...

The week of this show, I heard there were 4 other huge shows happening within our circle on the same night! So i panicked~ and started wondering why do i put myself through this and I do it over + over + over , well continuously since about 1996....
Regardless when it comes down to the nitty gritty of why i produce and book these shows, it is genuinely to bring all my different circles of friends together, to enjoy each others projects!
So I applied my ruby woo lips, rat-nested my mop and slipped into some vintage granny pumps!
(Stella Rose* Kyle guitarists for Sev n'sins)

I drove up the steep hill of Denny grade getting into my mode of ringleader....As I parked, Sev and the Sins were pushing their equipment into the Comet Tavern, Majenta looked hot in her new Vagina Dress and I had my good 'ol confidence back and remembered why I do this.."I LOVE THIS"...The Comet is great , they don't try to slide on comp drinks , they are excited to have you there, none of the grumpy patronize some places give you, the comet treat's you like they are thrilled to have you, not that you owe them something for them letting you play in their est...
Jackie Hell was my choice MC for such a night!
Majenta and her Crotch opened our thighs so we could sway to her lounge covers from such greats as T.S.O.L....That woman fucking blows me up, she has so much fucking charisma and presence,since my first witnessing of her in 1999. SF at Stinky's Peep show with her band the Razorbabes which opened for U.S Bombs..I was smitten following her around that night I couldn't take my eyes off of her, I bought everything she WAS selling.......
KALININGRAD just took my heart there , I can blame them for my nostalgic emotional clarity..My close friend and Tarot Queen fronts them and her voice,lyrics and spirit capture something inside of me that triggers this plasma of inspiration!
The crowd started arriving and were feeling it to...Jackie Hell introduced Bella Mis- Behavin that did a 1995 rendition of a pop icon! what a cutie pie in her garbage couture...



proceeded by Jackie Hells macabre number about not being a witch,segueing into "Tonight I Kill"..as she masturbated with a switchblade the crowd went NUTS!!!!!!by this time I was on my third or fourth COCKtail...
my spirits had exchanged emotion from the 24 hour melt-down, I was feeling empowered by this group of iconic peers I had gathered under one-roof....The Comet was filled to capacity...I was selling dollies,buttons n doo-dads....The time was near for the explosion and corruption of Sev and the Sins.....


One of the punkest Seattle bands at the moment! Sev their leader stands about 5'1 and when the music starts turns into A 7 FOOT TALL POWER HOUSE...she pounds the keys on her fancy synth, keeping one fist fully filled with angst in the air...


the boys are the ideal energized, tough, talented guitarists n bass...black eyes,bloody n bruised (my kinda fellas)...on drums is also a tiny lil lady that is just as powerful as the front....





the crowd went nuts and as I explained in a previous post about Alabaster Choad I had the same feeling about this night! This is what I envisioned, the crowd going nuts without any pasties involved! Just RAW Powered grace.....without a second thought, woman acting on whims and overtaking their surroundings! this was FEMALE FRONT!!!


JAckie n I guzzled and guzzled our beers...we decided a slumber party was a must! All night drinking session at the boudoir of Mz.Hell.....and our co-hert Dustin!!!We insisted he wear this wig!and drink lotz of PBR's.....


THANK YOU MAMA CASSEROLE,COMET TAVERN AND ALL OUR FRIENDS THAT MADE THIS NIGHT PHENOMINAL!!! XOXO MISS OBLIVIOUS

Oblivious Images summer 2010

Agness Twin




Vincent d. Dominion ( Death By Doll)

Vacant Churches,Moira Scar,Agness Twin Female Front SJ

(photo of Angie n Miss O by: Ian Healy)the rest on this blog are captured by Miss Oblivious

This was my homecoming. I lived in downtown San Jose from 1991-2006. I have gone back n fourth with a love hate for my home. As any old timer claims "it ain't like it used to be" but with a city with over a million in population you'd think that there'd be alot more dives & decrepit hangouts..but really you only have about 5 options which is the beauty and the beast for my home!
Some of my dearest and most cherished times happened on these streets!My children were born downtown, i was a young n ballistic character that roamed the bars under age,i hung out with DeeDee Ramone twice(+ he told me i was the prettiest girl in town),I romanced with speed for weeks at a time in those small humid practice spaces called the Rock Garden, saw Diesel Queens change the entire scent of a room...anyhoots...I insisted i have one of my Female Fronts at Johnny V's an old haunt of mine.
The only issue with it was that everyone failed to mention that it turned into a dump, I don't wanna rag to much on the place cause an ol schoolmate of mine owns it, but he has obviously been outta town or somethin, cause I do not recall his venues ever being so run down.
I booked three of my fave bands!! Agness Twin, Moira Scar and Vacant Churches.
I hired dj's yet to find out an hour before showtime that all the dj equipment was broken, the toilets had poop on 'em,i was still optimistic! Yet one occurrence after another finally made me realize it was FRIDAY THE 13th...so i knew our luck would have to change! Becki showed up early with me to set up merch,sound-check and what not... It was soooo good to see Aaron n Mel, and all my other DT family..I felt loved and supported! Even Corey O' Brien showed up!~
Before the music started Vacant Churches went upstairs for an Oblivious Image shoot...
Soon after AGness Twin started and began our magical journey......
more and more ol pals piled in to this wooden structure, the bar ran out of beer and had to send a patron to the corner store for more....while Moira Scar set up i swigged a few Ales and felt the night really begin....I danced and danced...i snapped pics, recorded and hugged so many fancy faces!
Oh Moira you really enhance my inebriated journey's....
the drink tickets for performers were Chucky. e. cheese game tickets, in which there were only about 6 to go around for the dozen band-members, we just rotated em to the tender behind the mahogany counter...

This was my first Vacant Churches show since my big move, my anticipation was immense..they are truly one of the best bands i have ever known..there is anger,truth and beauty in Melody's lyrics..not a lot of woman have guts like Melody and it is something i admire tremendously in her!
she isn't scarred of facing anything..a true warrior!
She is also married to one of my close pals Aaron in which they created Vacant Churches together!



The temperature & atmosphere of the room changed into a whirlwind of chaotic bliss when Vacant Churches struck their first chord, hit the drum and pounded the sounds of the organ....the room was upside down,inside out and could have parted the red sea.......
a full bottle of Miller Highlife struck my temple and at the instant i knew I was home, i was were i belonged and just kept dancing....nothing could tear me away from this epic reunion....thank you San JOse, thank you Johnny V's....